I totally laugh like her =]

I take too many pictures of myself.

New hair.

A little darker than I planned. Oh well. I rock pale like it’s no ones business.

Near to you.

I’m battle scarred, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be

Mistakes we knew we were making

I am in desperate need of a night out. I want to dress up, go out, do something. I sit on my ass and do homework all the time. And if I’m not doing that, I’m at work (which happens to be the only reason I even put make up on anymore).

Anyway. I’m coming home next weekend. I kind of can’t wait. It’s sad the my social life still resides in Davenport. Oh well.

This was a quick update… I gotta get going though because the Redline was under construction last night. I’m screwed if it’s still under construction now.

Sure, she’s got everything

I will own this someday. Along with my chucks I want. And another Iphone. And jewelry from Tiffany’s.

I’m totally not materialistic ;]

look at this stuff, isn’t it neat?

I am so frustrated. Why do I have to be such a sucky college student?
I’m supposed to be writing two papers right now. One, on what independence means to Emerson, Melville, Jefferson, Franklin, Douglass, or Washington. And the other- “Analyze the meanings Americans in the years 1870-1920 attached to the idea of “progress”. Did most of them see progress as an ongoing feature of American life? Did they agree on how to define it or on how to assess the price paid for it?”

Kill me now. Seriously. The last paper I wrote was for science, and I did it with a group. It was easy. My other last serious paper was on feminism and it was for psychology so it was actually enjoyable to write. How did I not obtain this skill? How did I not obtain majority of the necessary skills to succeed in college?

Ugggghhhhh.

Now that that rant is done… This weekend was pretty good. I went home again (of course) saw the family, ate some great good, saw “He’s just not that into you”, ate more great food, and was kind of lazy. Overall, pretty good. But now I’m so behind on my studies I have no idea what I’m going to do.

Someone kick my ass and teach me how to fucking study.

Dear lord.

Also, I’ve recently become obsessed with The Little Mermaid again.

“that’s just the way her face is”

I’m gonna try to get a quick post in since I know I won’t have any time this weekend.

Today is filled with class, some studying (hopefully) and work. But tomorrow, Ashley is coming up and I am so fricking excited you have no idea!

I’m not sure what we’re going to do because we are both pretty broke, but I know that I want to introduce her to Joy Yee’s, and then maybe hit up Michigan Ave for a new shirt or something. I’m hoping her coming up with de-stress the both of us. I miss her oh-so-much.

Then, Friday morning after class she is driving me back (hooray, no train) and then I am home for the weekend. Yay =]

I have come to the realization that I go home quite a bit, but I can’t help it. I’m totally homesick. Besides, other people who I have talked to said that their freshmen year they went home almost every weekend.

So, anyone have any advice on what school I should go to next semester? I kinda gotta do the instate thing which is a total bummer, but at least I’ll still be attending school. I refuse to give up (even if that means putting Chicago on hold, or getting it all out of my system this semester).

My litter sister is cooler than you.

Oh! Also, next week I’m going to start running again. I really suck at staying motivated to do these sorts of things so you guys should help me out ;] I’m supposed to keep a log or something.

HOLY FUCKING SHIT.

Someone please, please, PLEASE buy me these shoes. Srsly.

I cannot live without them.

Ps. My 21st is coming up ;]

Chuck.

Chuck2.

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I’m so mad at myself I could puke.

A 40 out of 60 on my psych test? Really?

This semester is going to suck.