I’m not catching on fire today

I’m having a really rough day. I failed my english midterm (as well as history, and gender I’m sure, but I haven’t seen those grades yet). I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. Even when I do apply myself, I still manage to do a little less than average. It sucks too, because I honestly have no idea what my grades are right now because none of my classes have assignments. It’s just papers and tests.

(I gotta vent, sorry).

Not only am I pretty much failing at the one place I wanted to be, I just found out that I owe almost $200 on my taxes. Don’t know how I’m gonna do that. And since my mom isn’t going to claim me this year (school purposes.. I need financial aid) I have no health insurance at the moment. Which is comforting. Not.

I just wish I knew what I was doing wrong. I’ve never been one of those people who can read the book and remember the material. If only it were the old days and I could just get married and pop out babies and teach in a one room school house (ha…kidding).

Maybe moving to a place with a fuckton of distraction wasn’t the best choice.